一叹

人们总是要到快失去某样东西时，才猛然省悟要懂得珍惜。

老师即将离开我们的消息，无疑就是对大家的当头棒喝。当初不满情绪闹得沸腾，甚至提议要替换老师的事还历历在目，仿佛就是前天发生的事。 现在老师要离开了，不舍之情却在心中缠绵。虽然教书成效平平，但她的责任心和付出努力，大家有目共睹，是没有人可以磨灭的。此时此刻，我想，就算对老师没有丝毫的留恋也会不自觉地扪心自问，老师的存在，大家有好好的珍惜过吗？5个月的朝夕相处，大家曾否真正用心地上过一节数学节，让老师感到满足骄傲？还是仅仅让时间虚度、有意无意伤老师的心？

嗟乎！

如果此事属实，则即将发生的事，足以使学子如我心生羞愧，让世人为之嗟叹！

不禁地反思道，不懂得珍惜所拥有，真的是人性永远破不了的紧箍咒吗？为何一而再，再而三，被这些人生琐碎事验证它的必然性，证明人性的不足？

When Up is Down

I feel as if my life had turned upside down.

What had happened to me?

I am basically losing control of myself.

Who bothers me so much? What let me down? What I am thinking!

How I wish I have someone to talk about it now. NOW.

Melody of Life

What are we 

If we cannot be together

Life's cruel mistress

People's cold and selfish

Their never-ending taking-for-granted

How beautiful was the sound of misery!

Oh the melodious grief!

No! Separation isn't meant to be music at all!

It came to torture and torment!

Collapsing the temple of mind 

Had I lost my sense

Turning to a mindless bloodthirsty creature

It is as if the Gloomy Sunday 

Drives me to insanity

Eternal turmoil

To the end.

Every day and night

Lady Time dutifully reminds me

of how she has performed with utmost responsibility

Sadistic enough

Never had she stopped! 

Depriving me of conscience and rationality 

The harsh reality ticks 1.11.12

Count as you wish

But I wouldn't and mustn't.

Will you still think of me,

After we're separated by the merciless Straits of Tebrau?

Will I get

A phone call? An occasional message?

Words of comfort?

Or even a mutter of silence?

Do I deserve it?

Or should I give you a teddy hug before you go

So that you will remember me?

You say

A day without three of us is horrible.

I mean

Devastating.

What are we if fate tears us apart?

What are we

If we cannot be together?

There's no turning back.

For all of my fear

For all of my doubt

For all of my faith

For all of my hope

Would I ever get to tell you

That I will miss you

For ever?